Daily passing Byrd Lake, especially at sunset, helps puts the days into perspective. |
The middle of the fall semester has arrived and I begin to understand what upperclassmen meant by saying that the second year of dental school is the most challenging. There are plenty of exciting things going on for extracurricular groups that I'm passionately involved in, so I can fully admit gambling with my academics and will move to managing and balancing these interests instead of denying the existence of risky equilibrium. When folks inquire how I am doing, I have begun to reply that there is plenty for me to enjoy and plenty to complain about but that I am chugging along and trying to stay jolly. I will not be a student forever but speculate that opportunities to spread myself thin will exist indefinitely. I hope I can transition into utilizing the power of a positive 'no' as I establish my career and adult life. Speaking of which, I will finally be eligible for a horizontally-oriented driver's license at the end of this month! Some of my thoughts these weeks have thus been reflective on the passing of another year of my life and what might come to be. It is always easy to slip into anxious fear of the future when pondering possibilities, but I think these are exactly the opportunities that allow our faith to develop and grow. Below is a Russian song with translation that has been on my mind and encourages me to complete my 21st year and enter the next one with peace and confidence.
It was fun to imagine what the next ten years of my life might be like, considering dental residency programs and my dental service commitment in an underserved area. |
My General Practice Group with our lead attending faculty. |
1. Нашей жизни суета бесконечна и пустаОт забот мы устаём, что-то ищем, что-то ждёмГод за годом, день за днём.Ты пролей свой дивный свет, на вопросы дай ответ,От Тебя совета жду и оставив суету,Я к Тебе с мольбой иду.
Припев: Помоги мне устоять,Как бы больно жизнь не била,Помоги мне мудрой стать,Дай мне, Бог, добра и силы.Сохрани прошу, мой Бог,От жестокости и боли.Помоги мне не забыть,Что на всё здесь Твоя воля.
2. И за всё в своей судьбе благодарна я Тебе:За надежды и мечты и за то, что рядом Ты,Бог Любви и доброты.Ты по жизни проведёшь, ты услышишь и поймёшь.Вновь оставив суету, от Тебя совета ждуИ к Тебе с мольбой иду.
The "Pensive Christ" carving I brought back from my Lithuania study-abroad experience in 2010 keeps me company at my desk. I DO wonder what he ponders over at times... |
How encouraging a quote! |
The vanity of our lives is endless and empty.
We tire of tasks, seeking and awaiting something
Year after year, day after day...
Shed your divine light!
Grant answers to the questions!
I'm awaiting your direction; leaving all vanity
I come to you with my plea:
Help me to stand firm, no matter how hard life hits.
Help me grow in wisdom.
Grant me, God, goodness and strength.
Protect me, I ask, my God
From cruelty and pain.
Help me not forget that Your will exists for everything here
For all that is in my destiny, I am thankful!
For the hopes and dreams and that You are near,
The God of love and goodness.
You will lead me through life,
You will hear and understand me.
Again, leaving the vanity
I seek your direction and come to you with my plea.
It was fun to repeat last year's 30 mile route in the Valley. |
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